05 July 2026

Reliances

The tech has died - again; 
And I am cut off 
from society - people and groups, 
some official and arrogantly expectant, 
a tenuous set of connections 
made worse by acquiescence 
- mindless, throwing privacy, 
and thus security,  
to the digital wind, 
for lazy unthinking ease of convenience, 
cursed by those who cannot 
- nay, will not, 
write an email. 

But my own reliability 
is going 
- fading fast, much gone 
and all that is left 
is agonising pain 
of the expectations 
of the cheerfully demanding 
- expecting me 
to provide and provide 
and provide, 
and provide, 
and provide.  

And those I rely on 
have been driven away 
- some live far away, 
others driven off 
by my family's circumstances 
and crises 
and needs 
and conditions 
- much as I cannot go or do 
without thought, and planning, 
and checking, 
and seeking approval first.  
I am alone 
- isolated, 
imprisoned by the illnesses 
- real, life threatening, 
of those who choose to rely on me ... 

This world is one of hate and spite 
and attacks on differences of degree 
rather than 
holding those who have power 
to account, 
and building on 
inclusion and collaboration, 
and it is killing us all.  

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