Here it comes again
- solitude ...
aloneness ...
pointlessness ...
i am good at doing
precisely two things
- and neither matter
in this world
- this world which has said
so clearly and precisely
- especially in workplace
performance reviews
how ordinary I am ...
this world which sets
such barriers to life
and living well
- or living ...
maybe those who survive
to whatever out future is
will remember to do
better.
This is obviously about my personal state of being given some life circumstances: what it doesn't cover is that I am taking action to address both state of being and circumstances - actions which don't fit into a free verse self expression. For
anyone distressed by this poem, resources are available in Australia here, here, and here. In other nations, you will have to do an Internet search using terms such as “mental health support - <your nation>” (which, for instance, may lead to this, this, and this, in the USA, or this, this, and this, in France [biased towards English-language - my apologies]), or perhaps try https://www.befrienders.org/.
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