Panic

I'm drawn to her
and, I think,
she to me,
my maybe polyamorous other
- I even have
my poly amour's blessing,
and yet I panic
- I go to pieces
 - am I too old?
Too damaged?
Too unglamorous?
Too out of practice
at starting things that are new?
I don't know
 - I just panic.

Copyright © Kayleen White, 2018 (where this date is different to the year of publication, it is because I did the post some time ago and then used the scheduling feature to delay publication) I take these photographs and undertake these writings – and the sharing of them – for the sake of my self expression. I am under no particular illusions as to their literary or artistic merit, and ask only that any readers do not have any undue expectations. If you consider me wrong, then publish me – with full credit and due financial recompense, of course :)